Its so hard living life these days it isnt the same but i feel you around me I know your watching over me and I know im on the right path Its been 9 months of pure hell with out you & I will get you the justice you truely deserve I hope you miss me as much as I miss you 

My son,

How hard it is

To understand why you didn’t live.

My heart beats daily,

As days go by

and I breath barely

For I can’t understand why.

I know we’re not supposed to question,

That one thing we don’t understand.

But I’m not sure I will ever understand

Why God chose to take YOUR hand.

I like to believe that he took you to save you from grief.

Of a life not chosen, but given to, by the streets.

As your mom all I ever wanted to do,

Was protect you from all harm I ever knew.

You filled my life with such joy,

I was so proud to call you my boy

Good, Bad or indifferent, I didn’t care

You were my baby and no matter what ‘Mommy would be there’

And after all this I try to find gratitude

For the 20 years God allowed me to spend

with you.

You are and will always be

the love of my life and now your free

Free from Evil, free from Grief

Free to always watch over me.

I love you, MY LOVE,

MY PRECIOUS

MY SON

 Mommy